I saw this report/documentary
Everyday, working from morning till night
children who look for jewels in muddy water
can only get 300yen for working 10 months
It's really pathetic/pitiful
Feeling pitiful is perhaps by itself pitiful
Yet, if i have no feeling it will seem too cruel
What is right？I have no idea too
But it's a fact/truth that Japan is prosperous
I'm feeling very calm now
Although i have no idea why is that so
Recently, there is nothing that will make me panic
Because just being alive is blissful/fortunate
But I heard Japan has the highest number of people who commit suicide.
Why is that so?
If you are able to see things from many different point of views, you will definitely be able to find for yourself a happy way out/cozy and comfortable dwelling
Why give up?
I am determine that i will never give up until I die！
I must realize my dreams
That is what I believe
But I dislike working over hard
Because the time for the amount of hardwork and concentration depends on the person
Don't want to do thing you are unwilling to do
Everyone is the same
So everyone just be yourself！
Not just working very hard but also enjoy（live)
No matter what, first self examine/get your life organize，
and while in this process I believe you will find something you have long forgotten, some things that you don't expect
To let your heart and soul have some space to consider/ponder over some things will be the best！
Today's diary is just my personal thoughts and feelings
I think many people will have different views
By the way It's really hot today（Laugh）
What a Long... and meaningful.. and difficult post to translate... I think i did a really bad job.